Halo Hallucinations

i apologize for the choices i’ve made – to my future self who i never became

these early mornings where i just stare at walls – puffy eyed and dazed with no thoughts at all

bones feeling brittle and broken – it’s half the reason i know i’ve awoken

slumped waiting for the sun to rise – wash off this dreamworld in my insides

these empty stomach decisions – i’ve conquered the silence, became friends with it

it’s all becoming a viable siege of youth – i’m slipping back into a senseless state, it’s no use

losing degrees of cognitive filtration – it’s part of the recipe of restless reconciliation