I’ve been patiently practicing, occasionally fake acting. Double take. Hesitate. Second guess. Real stress. Want less. Every hour that I haven’t slept, is one more hour I can throw to regret. But I’m in so deep with this sleep debt, I’m sure in a couple hours I’ll just forget. I’ve been thinking irrationally, I should really say shit more adequately. But my mind is filled to full capacity, with all these things I’ll never mention casually.
